December 2009
13 posts
“You try to hit me just to hurt me so you leave me feeling dirty ‘cause you can’t understand.”
Oh, love, the power of music. Weapon of choice today: John Mayer. Yes, weapon — defending me from the bullshit, empowering and strengthening me.
People only change when they want to change. I let the actions of someone else change me. Now I have to find my way back and I...
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My current favorite song: “Blindsided”...
Okay, so I think I went to bed around 2 or 3AM on Thursday morning and had to get up a few hours later. Went to the bus station bright and early and got everything situated and had to wait for what felt like forever. There was an ex-boyfriend look alike who sat across from me the entire way to Seattle. The whole time I kept glancing at him thinking, “I should ask his name. Just do it, just...
A - Available: I am single, but I am unavailable. B - Best Friend: Rachael, Kat & Lilly used to be.. I mean, they still are, but we’re definitely distanced. C - Crush: I don’t need to say it. D - Dad’s Name: Ray. E - Easiest Person To Talk To: I don’t really have an “easiest person to talk to” right now. F - Favorite Band: Too many. But Incubus and Kings of...
I just found this little like, “poem” thing I wrote almost exactly a year ago. I’m kind of hesitant to post it, because it’s not my area of expertise, lol. I guess I just feel weird. But oh well. I kind of like this one and I don’t like many of them. So here goes..
If it takes a heart to break a heart and mine still beats so strong,
It’ll take a heart to mend...
Thank You
Thank you for letting me cry myself to sleep all those nights.
Because now I know what it’s like for someone to make me smile before bed. Thank you for yelling at me when I’m upset.
Because now I understand what it’s like to be comforted in a completely unselfish manner, which you only did for personal gain. Thank you for cheating on me, lying to me.
Because now I can truly...
I Give Up :)
I’m letting go. Tonight. As of now. And I am smiling and I know that it’s going to be okay.
God doesn’t give us trials He doesn’t think we can handle. Because we can. If we fill our hearts with love, if we have faith (in general, for all you non-believers, too) and hope, then there is always something to live for; always something to strive for.
I used to be quiet. I am...